Monday 5 March 2018

Ciri Lane

Who is Ciri Lane... This is what I asked myself at the start of this brief glimpse into her mind; this is what I found! 

Ciri: I would first like to mention that I am not in the Porn industry, whatsoever, yet have a lot of respect for it. I am a "courtesan" or otherwise known as a "low-volume" provider... my slogan being, "your
pleasure is truly my passion"...where quality is far more important than quantity. At a stunning 5'6" WITH MEASUREMENTS OF 34HH-23-33, long ravenous hair, SPARKLING BLUE EYES and LUSCIOUS FULL LIPS, my charms go beyond the merely physical, as I am an erudite and an internationally educated conversationalist who loves to be a muse, a secret confidant, and discreet companion or mistress to select gentlemen while always offering the most privately exclusive, supremely erotic, girl friend experience xxx Gentlemen of a distinguished caliber have commonly mentioned that I am "intensely sexy, profoundly sophisticated, intellectually stimulating, highly seductive and a stunning embodiment of complete erotic femininity but surprisingly VERY down to earth...THE PERFECT MISTRESS and DISCREET
CONFIDANT 
 all in one".


JJ: Once I heard all that I thought I’d ask just a few questions. Leave you guys and girls wanting for more. 

What got you into the industry?

Ciri: That's an easy one, the EXTRAORDINARY calibre of gentlemen I have had the great opportunity of meeting. Learning and listening to such great minds
that I may not have ordinarily met if it weren't for this industry....I feel very blessed and grateful everyday for each new cherished introduction. I love sharing how extraordinarily proficient I am in the art of giving and receiving, whilst, making people happy is my biggest
joy...(being a bit spoiled doesn't hurt either)...wink wink. 

JJ: When you put it like that it’s clear to see why you would enjoy your work so much. 

A question a lot of  readers like to see is what's your favourite movie?

Ciri: Too many to mention as I tend to like the old classics but yet at the same time I appreciate cinematography.  So as for old time classic the award
goes to; "Breakfast at Tiffany's" and for more modern films for the cinematography the award goes to; "The Fall".

JJ: Two polar opposite films yet both great films to watch. Clearly you have good taste and take a considered approach when choosing your favourite. 


What's the worst thing about the industry?

Ciri: Lack of R-E-S-P-E-C-T.....  vulgarity and arrogance never is ok with me. Knowing to truly understand it is a shared MUTUAL experience and that I am not a toy with a "OPEN 24 HOURS" sign.  Be kind, courteous and NOT A TIMEWASTER ...Relish in the pleasure and beauty thus appreciate her like a musical instrument.  "A man is given the choice between loving women and understanding them", by Epicurean philosopher and courtesan of the 17th
century of Paris, Ninon de L'Enclos....

JJ: It’s been a while since I’ve seen that quote. A great tip of the hat to a forward thinking courtesan of her time. 

What's the best thing a fan has ever done for you?

Ciri: Just recently a client adopted a baby elephant in my name in Africa under 
the born free animal adoption UK....

JJ: That’s a very thoughtful gift. Your client clearly has a big heart to have given such a generous gift. 


Finally What's the funniest thing to happen whilst working?

Ciri: In a London hotel room, I was entertaining a client and we accidentally set the room on fire (because I had romantic candles set up everywhere). 
Security swiftly came up to the room to see what the alarm was. Meanwhile, my client, nervous as can be, hid in the nearest object he could, a tiny wardrobe closet while the security officer desperately wanting to search every tiny inch of the hotel room while I still only had a bra and panties on.... I declared "no" that it was an absolutely indecent request and told him to wait (wasn't too hard to convince him in
knickers)... after the door closes my client shuffles to the bathroom almost breaking his leg, whilst, I hid the fire evidence as best I could.The story is much longer and more funny for instance trying to hide a huge
burnt feather pillows and a melted telephone was purely out of a Monty Python movie.....giggles.

JJ: Hahaha that’s brilliant. I can imagine the security guys face turning up to find you in your underwear. He must have forgotten about the fire completely after seeing you haha. 

Thank you for a glimpse and I’m sure we are going to be talking to you again real soon. Make sure you are following her Twitter @cirilane and check her website out Cirilane.com 



Wednesday 28 February 2018

Vera Bliss

Today I’m interviewing the very sexy and very naughty minx who is taking the porn world by the throat and making it work for her. Today we have the amazing Vera Bliss. 




JJ: Welcome to Inside the Porn. It’s a pleasure to have you with us. 

How did you get started in the industry? 

Vera: Well I started camming first but unfortunately I got banned for selling my snapchat and no one really  tips big anyway so I decided to take it a step further 

JJ: Well porn is certainly a step further I agree with that haha.

What’s the best thing about the industry? 

Vera: I absolutely love getting my picture taken professionally, makes me feel good. 

JJ: It does make you feel amazing when you see professional pics of yourself. They always put a smile on your face. 


What’s the worst thing about the industry? 

Vera: Some of the people I come across are people who don’t know how to be nice or even be civil. It’s a shame because I like to be friendly with people. 

JJ: What’s the funniest thing to happen to you whilst working? 

Vera: Probably leaving my bra after a job. Always seem to be doing daft stuff like that haha. 

JJ: Well I’m sure they’ve been welcome mementos for somebody haha. 


Where can people find you online? 

Vera: Everyone can find me at onlyfans.com/verabliss Skype shows, custom videos, used wet panties, lifetime snapchat fancentro.com/verabliss and meets!
My twitter @theverabliss and onlyfans.com/verabliss

JJ: If you’re not following this naughty minx you need to get following now. You won’t regret it. 

What’s the best thing about sex? 

Vera: Having an orgasm. Nothing better than feeling your body lose control under the power of an amazing orgasm.

JJ: What really turns you on? 

Vera: I have to say I’m massively turned on by blonde girls and guys who are nice. They know how to treat a woman correctly.  

JJ: Great things to be turned on by clearly. I’m sure guys and girls line up to try to turn you on haha. 

The question every waits for, what’s your favourite film? 

Vera: I have too many favourites  to name just one. This is a question that is just too hard to answer haha. 

JJ: That question stumps so many people.


Where’s your favourite place to go on holiday? 

Vera: I want to travel the world but out of all the places I have been to probably Colorado.

JJ: Colorado has some amazing sights there so it is no surprise you like it there. 

Tell me one thing about yourself I wouldn’t know just by looking at you? 

Vera: I love 420! If I need to explain that then you probably don’t need to know. 

JJ: What have you done in your career or life that’s made you proud.

Vera: Making money in a competitive industry and having fun whilst doing it is something that has made me very proud.

JJ: It’s important to love what you do and clearly you do. 

What’s the hardest thing you’ve had to overcome? 

Vera:  Losing my dad was a very hard thing and it’s something I’m not sure anyone can ever really get over fully. 

JJ: That’s very true. Losing loved ones is something almost impossible to fully get over. 


What’s the nicest thing fans have done for you? 

Vera: When fans send me money just because they want to that’s always nice. I appreciate everything my fans go for me. 

JJ: what’s one piece of advice you’d give to someone just getting into the industry? 

Vera: Be strong and don't care about what other people think of you.

JJ: Simple but very accurate advice. Sometimes the most basic advice is the most useful 

Finally, what do you think you’ll do if you ever leave the industry? 

Vera: Oh I won't be leaving the industry. This is my life, a way of living. I enjoy it far too much to leave.

JJ: That’s good to hear. Always good to see people want to make this industry their life’s work. 

Wish you all the best with your career and I’m looking forward to seeing what you do next. Thank you for being with us today. 




Saturday 10 February 2018

Sunday 4 February 2018

Allissia Moretti

Today I’m interviewing an exceptionally talented and driven woman. She loves to be creative as well as being one of the sexiest women around. She’s the incredible Allissia Moretti. 


JJ: Welcome to Inside the Porn. It’s great to have you with us. About time we managed to get you here. 

What got you into the industry? 

Allissia: So I was scouted for a shit agency. I quickly went freelance and from modelling I've gained the fans for my cam work!

JJ: Although that agency was shit it gave you the opportunity to do the amazing things you’re doing now. It’s great that you realised you’d do better on your own. 

What's the best thing about the industry? 

Allissia: I love that I can work when and where I want really. I shoot a few times a week and the rest of the time I sell my uncensored images and webcam to fans.

JJ: The freedom this work gives us is amazing I have to say. It’s nice getting paid to do what you love to do. 


What's the worst thing about the industry? 

Allissia: Sometimes I don't know when I'm gonna work again on a decent modelling job but as soon as I start to worry big jobs come through.

JJ: I am not surprised the big jobs come through for you as you’re spectacular. 

What's the funniest thing to happen whilst working?

Allissia: One time I was webcamming and 3 of my friends came through my front door. The guy had an Ebola fetish and I had to carry on it was so awkward.

JJ: Haha that’s hilarious. That must have been a weird conversation afterwards. I can imagine their faces when they walked in. 


What are you up to work wise at the moment? 

Allissia: So I've been doing a lot of music related stuff at the moment. I've always modelled in music videos and now I've been involved in the actual music side. 

JJ: You’re a very creative person so to see you doing that isn’t a surprise. You’re always looking for the next project which is admirable. 

Where is the best place for people follow you online? 

Allissia: Snapchat!! Allissialeo91 is the place to keep in touch with what I’m getting into. 

JJ: What's the best thing about sex? 

Allissia: I like that soul exchanging sex. Everyone sees me without my clothes on but to have my soul exposed is the best feeling when it's both ways. 

JJ: Being able to have that connection with someone is something that can’t beaten. Sex can be all kind if things but when you can really give everything to someone it’s pretty amazing. 


What are your biggest turn ons? 

Allissia: Mind fucking. Nothing more needs to be said about that I think haha. 

JJ: Haha that’s something that can be a lot of fun with the right person who has a depraved mind haha. 

The question we are all waiting to hear the answer to what's your favourite movie? 

Allissia: It’s hard to pick one but I do love psychological thrillers. 

JJ: That’s a good genre to have as a favourite. Some of the best films in my opinion are in that genre!


Tell me one thing about yourself that people would never know by looking at you? 

Allissia: I strongly believe in Buddhist teachings.

JJ: I definitely could use some of the Buddhist teachings in my life. I need some zen. 

What's been your biggest achievement in life or work? I'm alive. 

Allissia: I should be dead. I stayed alive. 

JJ: Surviving is always the biggest achievement. 


What's the most challenging thing you've overcome? 

Allissia: I was attacked and almost killed by an ex. I didn't think I would recover mentally from that and I'm in a better place now than I ever have been. 

JJ: It’s amazing that you can talk about it openly. I hope they threw the book at him because no-one has the right to lay their hands on anyone. 

What's the best thing a fan has ever done? 

Allissia: I've had a few nice gifts in the PayPal account! 

JJ: It’s nice to see your fans want to show their appreciation that way. You are extremely connected to your fanbase. 


What's one bit of advice for anyone wanting to get into the adult industry? 

Allissia: Make sure you are strong enough. It's a tough industry and the weak are vulnerable! 

JJ: That’s a true point. There’s always people waiting to find the people who are unsure on how things work. I suggest researching everyone you are going to work with thoroughly. 

What do you think you'll do if you leave the industry completely? 

Allissia: Music and fashion are my passions, I'll probably never completely leave the industry but I'll be focusing a lot more on these in 2018. 

JJ: It’s Great you have a clear goal on what you want to achieve in life. Having clear goals like that focus you a lot more in life and work. 


Finally, what's the weirdest rumour you've heard about yourself?

Allissia: I heard I had a 7 year old daughter with someone's boyfriend on the side. I don't remember giving birth to one though haha. 

JJ: Yeah that might be something you’d have noticed I imagine haha. 

Thank you so much for being with me today it’s been a pleasure and I’m looking forward to seeing more of you this year. 


Thursday 21 December 2017

Tori Cummings

Today I’m interviewing an exceptionally sexy and talented woman. Another of the amazing women taking Australia by storm. She is as lovely as she is naughty and she’s here today to give you all a glimpse of her life. The amazing Tori Cummings. 


JJ: Hi Tori. Welcome to Inside the Porn. It’s an absolute pleasure to have you with me today. 

How did you get into the adult industry? 

Tori: What got me into the porn industry was I was always watching a lot of porn on the internet, and I’d also met /booked a few well known  pornstars like Jill Kelly the legend of porn and Gemma Massey, Carmel Moore, Adriana Chechik and the list goes on and they said I should get into the industry as they said I was sexy and that it came natural to me, so I decided to give it a go and I have to say it’s one of the most powerful things you can do as It’s not for everyone. It’s a skill that you have to have to be able to switch on 

JJ: I completely agree it is a definite skill. This life isn’t for everyone and it’s not as easy as every thinks it is. A lot of effort goes into being successful at this.


What’s the best thing about the industry? 


Tori: The best thing about the industry is it’s more safe these days as now you can get tested while back in the early days testing wasn’t so much around for STI and other diseases and another thing that I think is the best thing about the industry is you get to meet some amazing people who enjoy sex and make you feel happy about your sexuality and I also look forward one day to working the Adriana Chechik, Nicholette Shae, Aletta Ocean and Briana Banks.

JJ: I’m sure they’d be just as excited to work with you as you are to work with them. There’s some very sexy and accomplished women in that list. 

What’s the worst thing about the industry? 

Tori: One of the worst thing about the industry I would have to say is, being bullied and judged for who you are on camera and what you do from people that are outside the industry.

JJ: I think that’s why the industry is so close knit because the outside people just want to tear us down but really if they opened their minds a little they’d see there is a lot of good in the industry. 

What’s the funniest thing to happen to you whilst working? 

Tori: My first ever deep throat  I used a condom and accidentally swallowed a condom and had to go to the emergency and was so embarrassed telling the doctor I swallowed one that was the funniest thing that’s ever happened to me and the most embarrassing.

JJ: That’s some impressive deepthroating skills by the sound of it. I’m impressed. Although I can’t imagine how embarrassing it was to go to the doctor about that. 


What are you up to at the moment workwise? 

Tori: Work wise at the moment I’m going to be travelling overseas to Europe and the US to do some adult filming and try and work with some big names if I can.

JJ: I also know you’ll be finding time to come see me and discuss some future projects too haha. 

Where’s the best place for people to find you online? 

Tori: The best place fans or people can follow online is through social media like Instagram @Toricumming8, Twitter @toricummingsxxx Snapchat, Facebook Tori Cummings and my website www.toricummings.com

JJ: I’m sure plenty of people will be adding you to their accounts real soon. Who wouldn’t want to follow one of the sexiest women on the planet. 

What’s the best thing about sex? 

Tori: The best thing about sex is having an organism and kissing and that after feeling how relaxing it is after and how beautiful you feel it’s like a sense of euphoria.

JJ: Well that certainly is a great feeling. I’m sure we can all relate to that feeling. I hopenso anyway haha. 


What are your biggest turn ons? 

Tori: One of my biggest turn ons is engaging in threesomes any type FMF or MMF and another massive turn on is Voyeurism I love watching. There is nothing more sexy than watching two people make love and enjoying watching it. 

JJ: Well I’m obviously in the company of the perfect woman then haha. 

The question every reader is waiting for is this one... what’s your favourite film? 

Tori: My favourite movie at the moment that’s not porn I would have to say is the movie “Atomic Blonde”that is 2017 American spy film starring Charlize Theron. It’s set in the eve of the collapse of the Berlin Wall in 1989. Directed by David Leitch. I like it cause it reminds me of me a bit the Spy Life and its got a great lesbian scene plus Charlize is super sexy in it and a great actress.

JJ: I loved that movie. I saw it twice at the cinema. Definitely one of those films I could watch again and again. 


Where is your favourite place to go on holiday? 

Tori: One of my favourite all time holiday destinations would have to me Monte Carlo and the South of France. It’s from everything from the way the French talk which is super sexy I might add to the luxurious life style ooze’s sex appeal from everything to the way the eat, dress  talk and sleep (fuck) has class.

JJ: Monte Carlo is somewhere I’ve always wanted to visit and not gotten round to yet. I’m hoping I can squeeze it into 2018. 

Tell me one thing about yourself I wouldn’t know just by looking at you? 

Tori: I was a Black Belt in Taekwondo and I also was a body double in a B grade Hollywood film for Aussie actress Rachel Taylor.

JJ: They are two things I most certainly wouldn’t have known about you so that’s the perfect answer haha. 


What’s been your biggest achievement in life or work? 

Tori: One of the biggest achievement I think I achieved was becoming a flight attendant not once but twice for two different airline carriers overseas and in Australia.

JJ: If you were my flight attendant I’d never want to get off the plane. I’d be calling you over constantly (which I’m sure happened plenty) 

What’s been the biggest thing you’ve had to overcome? 

Tori: The biggest thing I overcome is being bullied, teased and picked on for being pretty at school.
I think confidence over the the years has made me sexier as a person. 

JJ: I think people bullying other people for whatever reason is so horrible. It can do a lot of damage to someone’s character but it appears to have made you stronger and you’ve used that to drive you. 


What’s the best thing a fan has ever done for you? 

Tori: The best thing a fan has done for me would be buying me a beautiful bracelet. Can’t remember their name but I want to say thank you Mr Big you know who are.

JJ: I’m sure even though his name escapes you he appreciated the fact that his gesture stuck with you. 

What’s one bit of advice you’d give to someone getting into the industry? 

Tori: Advice for someone wanting to get into the industry would be never live life with regrets and live the Dream. Something but more controversial I’d say learn how to give a mean blow job and use heaps of saliva it works a charm.

JJ: Haha I agree a woman with amazing blowjob skills will go far haha. 


What do you think you’ll do if you ever leave the industry? 

Tori: If I was going to leave the industry all together I think I would work at an animal shelter. As of just a few hours ago I had to put my doggie of 15 years to sleep and she was a rescue dog so I’d put my energies into caring for mistreated dogs and cats that need homes.

JJ: I’m so sorry to hear about your dog babe. It’s heartbreaking to lose a pet when you’ve had them in your life for so long. 

Finally, what’s the weirdest rumour you’ve ever heard about yourself? 

Tori: The weirdest rumour I’ve heard about myself was I had a one night stand with Lenny Kravitz.

JJ: You too!! I had the same rumour spread about me too. Lenny gets around a lot haha. 

Thank you so much for being with me today. It’s been an absolute pleasure. We are excited to get you over to Europe and I’m looking forward to catching up with you soon. 



Monday 4 December 2017

Miss Marilyn

Today I’m interviewing one of the sexiest and kinkiest women in the UK. She is one of the few women in the industry who leaves me lost for words for many reasons. Welcome the incredible and naughty Miss Marilyn to Inside the Porn. 


JJ: Welcome to Inside the Porn. It’s a pleasure to have you with us today. 

What got you into the adult industry? 

Marilyn: My parents! Mostly my dad, actually. Which sounds a little perverse but really it’s quite the opposite. When I was sixteen, choosing what subjects I was going to take in my senior years at high school, I was - of course - trying to figure out what I would like to do in my life and what qualifications I would need to do it. I had wanted to be a lawyer for quite a few years at this point but while looking into ‘careers’, I began looking at alternative jobs to have…a little more creative and freelance. My dad suggested I looked into being a Dominatrix, so I did. He suggested it because it’s an empowering job for a female to have, but also because - being a carpenter - he’d always wanted to make fetish furniture but never had the time. For the next year I sent emails off to a number of Dommes both in my area and a bit further afield, asking questions and naively asking for an apprenticeship. Very few replied and the ones that did were particularly horrible, haha. I forgot about it for a few years but it stayed in the back of my mind…then eventually a few years later, I kinda fell into it by accident.

JJ: That’s not the answer I was expecting haha. It’s great though that you had such great support that’s for sure. 


What's the best thing about the industry?

Marilyn: For the past few years, I’d say it’s definitely been the support and encouragement I’ve received from fellow Dommes/SW’s. But in the very beginning, when I first started out that friendliness was rarely there. I think it’s because so many girls come and go and seeing as it can be a ridiculously bitchy scene sometimes, people understandably stay quite guarded sometimes until someone’s been around for quite a while. Overall though, it is the community of the ‘scene’ that I’d say was the best thing about the industry as a whole. I’ve met some of my absolutely favourite people of all time doing this job.

JJ: The friendships and networks that come from being in this industry are amazing once they realise you’re genuine. It’s been a personal highlight for me too. 

What's the worst thing about the industry? 

Marilyn: It can be incredibly catty/bitchy. Like any other freelance industry, it is competitive which can create a lot of friction. From time to time, there also seems to be cliques….which has always just seemed so high school to me. It’s pretty rare nowadays though, but back when I started it seemed to be prevalent.

JJ: The industry in general is becoming more positive and supportive slowly but surely with the exception of the odd individuals spouting negativity and lies etc but they are slowly getting pushed out of the industry because of that attitude. 


What's the funniest thing to happen whilst working?

Marilyn: God! I’ve cried with laughter so many times during sessions over the years but the funniest thing I can recall is from a Double Domme session where we dressed the sub up as a French maid, put a feather duster up his arse and made him sweep the dungeon floor while singing both Je Ne Regrette Rien and Voulez Vous by ABBA. I still have a video of it somewhere. I think I laughed for about 3 days after it. 

JJ: That sounds hilarious. I hope he reads this and it reminds him of that session. You have a deliciously cruel streak haha. 

What are you up to work wise at the moment? 

Marilyn: There’s been a big shift in my personal life recently which has meant I’ve been a lot busier than usual with some vanilla work as a freelance make up artist, which is what I did before becoming a Domme. As well as that, I still take sessions from the wonderful Auld School in Glasgow and try to put out as many clips as I can when I have the time. I’ve found that it’s such a great way to make money, but does take up so much time. I much prefer real-time sessions but subs can be so specific about when they’re available, that a lot of the time it’s hard to find a time that works for both me & them. I will be heading down to Manchester once every few months to take sessions and am planning to head to Aberdeen just as frequently to session there too! 

JJ: Sounds like you’re being kept very very busy at the moment which is never a bad thing. And I’m even more thankful you squeezed me into your schedule. 

Where is the best place for people follow you online? 

Marilyn: Twitter, without a doubt. I have Instagram as well, but that’s about it! I post daily on Twitter and absolutely love it. My Twitter is @missmarilynx

JJ: What's the best thing about sex? 

Marilyn: The best thing about sex is that it’s the only place and time that you can really let go in life. It all depends on who it’s with, obviously but if you get that bit right, you can just release yourself and regress back to pure feral madness! Life is so fucking stressful, no matter how well you’re doing so sex is the ultimate relaxer.

JJ: That’s very true. No matter how crazy and stressful life is sex will always make me feel better. 


What are your biggest turn ons? 

Marilyn: A really good mouth is my ultimate number one! But they’re rare. They need to have beautiful lips and great teeth, and although you might assume in this day and age, everyone has relatively good dental hygiene…they actually don’t! I’m quite simple actually. I love clean people with good personal and dental hygiene. Oh, and gotta have clipped clean nails too. I sound really boring, don’t I? Aside from my obsession with cleanliness, my biggest turn on is just a total tease. Lean in like you’re about to kiss me, then don’t. Whisper/groan all the things you want to do to me….while we’re out at dinner with our friends. Make me really horny in uncomfortable situations and watch me crumble like a triple-dipped digestive.

JJ: The teasin in public is always me weakness. It somehow that works every time with me. I love to tease and be teased and I’m sure you can guarantee guys will be paying attention on how to drive you wild. 

The question we all want to know the answer to now. What's your favourite movie?

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. How cliché, I know.

JJ: That’s one of my favourite films. It was done so well. 

Whats your favourite holiday destination?

Marilyn: I LOVE the Highlands, especially the Isle of Skye. I worked as an au pair up there when I was seventeen and have been in love with it ever since.

JJ: That’s somewhere I’ve never been. Seems so remote which has its benefits I’m sure. 

Tell me one thing about yourself that people would never know by looking at you?


Marilyn: I’m mad about History. Think Mark Corrigan, but hot. 

JJ: History is a subject which has so many stories attached within it that it can never be boring. 

What's been your biggest achievement in life or work? 

Marilyn: Still being alive! And I say that in the least depressing way possible.

JJ: I can speak for everyone when I say we are all glad you are still alive haha. 

What's the most challenging thing you've overcome? 

Marilyn: I had a mental breakdown just after I had turned nineteen, which resulted in me having a horrific schizoaffective episode that landed me in a secure psychiatric unit. It was a huge strain on both me and everyone in my life. Nobody knew how to deal with it. My friends and long term boyfriend couldn’t handle it and left my life completely. It took nearly a full year for me to drag myself back into the world of the living. By which point - aside from my family - I had absolutely no one. I was hella fucked up by this as you can imagine and it took me such a long time to function properly again. It’s all very sad and a bit pathetic, truth be told. But nothing in my life has ever been as difficult as that was….and I hope nothing ever will be again. I’ve always been extremely open about my struggles with mental health because I think it’s ridiculously important to be. It does make me appear weak and self indulgent to some people, but a lot more people message and say they’ve struggled with it too than the ones who judge. It was the worst time in my life, but I am so happy I managed to get through it because I’m alive now and man, I’ve had a fucking great time. 

JJ: You’re am extremely brave and strong woman to be so honest and open about your past like that. It’s a sign of the person you are and that you can be so open about mental health will hopefully help break the stigma and help other people who might be struggling to talk to someone about it. 


What's the best thing a fan has ever done for you? 

Marilyn: Well, one of my subs - who I no longer session with because he can’t travel through to Glasgow - bought me a laptop when mine broke a few years ago, AND bought me a new computer quite recently. I could have bought them myself but it would’ve meant that I’d have really struggled financially for a while. It meant the world to me!

JJ: It’s great whenyour fans help and show they appreciate you and your work by wanting to help. 

What's one bit of advice for anyone wanting to get into the adult industry? 

Marilyn: Be yourself. Don’t feel like you need to look a certain way or feel pressured to offer specific services or content. There’s a niche out there for everyone, and there’s somebody who’ll pay for it.

JJ: That’s Great advice. Something more people should consider when coming into the industry. 


 What do you think you'll do if you leave the industry? 

Marilyn: My long term plan is to write. I’ve had a few pieces published over the years, but only ever online. I’ve been writing a book about my life for a few years now and already have opportunities to have it published. I would love to go ahead with it but find whenever I try to finish it, I get so down. Although I know my experiences would help other people and more importantly make them laugh, it’s fucking depressing having to relive some of the things I still need to write about. And I’m not a fan of crying all day in my pyjamas.

JJ: If anyone can relive that and turn those negative times into positives for other people then it’s you. I know I’m looking forward to reading anything you write. 


Finally, what's the weirdest rumour you've heard about yourself?

Marilyn: It was a common joke for the cool guys in my year at high school to be accused of having sex with me. I was a pretty hardcore goth at the time and often heard/was asked about my various sexual trysts with many different members of the in-crowd. Not a particularly weird rumour, but that’s as exciting as it got I’m afraid.

JJ: oh I don’t miss those school days at all. Some of the rumours I used to have about people were crazy. No doubt try they’re even more incredulous. 

Thank you so much for being with me today. It’s a pleasure as always and look forward to reading your work and seeing more of you soon.